This is just the beginning of my story and thoughts. More may come if my time is not up.
I have some pretty serious health issues. Namely chronic Crohn's disease and chronic Depression. I have a host of other conditions also brought on by these maladies. Side effects of the drugs I take have also caused me havoc.
The point is, the medical establishment has failed me and many more like me.
My own body causes me great turmoil everyday, turmoil that I internalized The toll of the physical pain and the mental anguish has consumed my life. So much so that I don't want to live like this any more and have tried not too in the past.
Why should I live for the satisfaction of others? Do they share, feel, or comfort me with my pain? NO!
I've been the guinea pig, I suffered through the tests. It's been to long. There is no hope. I want it to stop.
I want the pain in my gut and the rest of my body to stop!
I want the mental negative noise in my head to stop!
I want the irrationality around me that causes me tremedous stress to stop!
I want it all to end.
Glenn
