Saturday, October 18, 2008

Disbelief

My wife has suddenly taken an interest in my mental health and well being. I don't trust her. Oct 18, 2008. She is only helping when she is quiet. I really wonder if she realizes that her conversations, her views always end up about her, about what she thinks.

Her verbal nonsense, her verbal communication with me, to me boarders on abusive to me. It angers me. It frustrates me, It gives me no end of grief. It adds to my overall feeling of despair.

It's my fault thought, I just don't understand it.

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