Depression 2 description

This is a second way I use to describe what depression is. Although it does not have the emotional impact. It is if you are suspended in the smoke stack floating up and down as your mood takes you. Sometimes you are near the top.
Most of the time you are near the lower half or at the bottom. You look up and all you see is a small round light. Will you ever get to it? It seems so hopeless.

Bricks are being continually added to the top. The "Bricks" are things that happen to me in a continuous negative way and things that I can't or don't know how to deal with. I'll never get out.