Monday, May 10, 2010

Living?

It's now May 2010. I have been taking a drug called Cymbalta with a drug called Zprexia for the last year. It seems to have kept me from crashing into the abyss of depression.

Depression is still there, muted but still there. I tried to change the way I see things, "shift my paradigm", but it is often just changing one bad thought to one that is just not as bad.

Fatigue seems to be my biggest side effect now. It feels like I am weighed down by thousands of pounds. It is very hard to find the energy to do anything. Even thinking about doing anything is difficult.

But such is my "Life".

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